Behind the Pages: My Personal Journey in Writing Emery and the Library of Shadows

Writing a novel is often seen as a solitary task, but the journey behind Emery and the Library of Shadows was anything but simple or isolated. As the author, I want to share the story behind the story—the challenges, inspirations, and moments of discovery that shaped this book from a spark of an idea into a finished work. This post offers a window into the creative process, the practical steps I took, and the lessons learned along the way.

The Spark behind Emery and the Library of Shadows

This writing journey began with a whimsical notion I had about a group of spectral beings, collectively known as “The Phantom Page Turners.” These ghosts, each with their own unresolved tales and lingering regrets, found themselves trapped within the confines of a library, their stories waiting to be told and understood. The initial spark of inspiration came to me when I envisioned a vivid painting for an art contest, where these ethereal figures gathered in a moonlit forest, engaged in a mystical book club. This enchanting image of ghosts sharing their stories around an ancient oak tree, surrounded by the whispers of the wind and the rustling of leaves, captivated my imagination and set the stage for what would eventually evolve into a novel. The haunting beauty of this scene, where the moonlight danced upon the spectral forms and illuminated the pages of their forgotten books, painted a picture in my mind that was too vivid to ignore. The very idea of these phantoms, bound to the library by the weight of their untold stories, was a powerful metaphor for the struggles many face in life—how we often carry our past with us, unable to fully move on until we confront and understand it.

The Ghost Book Club Painting that Inspired the idea behind Emery and the Library of Shadows

Initial Challenges

While the idea of a ghost book club was intriguing, I initially struggled to translate this concept into a narrative that felt authentic and impactful. The challenge lay not only in crafting the individual stories of these spectral beings but also in weaving them into a cohesive narrative that resonated with readers on a deeper level. It wasn’t until I had a heartfelt discussion with my brother and father that the idea began to take on a new dimension. Their insights helped me realize that the ghosts should be intricately connected to the library, unable to move on until their mysterious and often tragic deaths were resolved. This revelation sparked a wave of creativity, and I dove headfirst into plotting, writing, and refining the series. I envisioned each ghost as a reflection of different aspects of human experience—grief, love, betrayal, and redemption—each waiting for their moment to share their tale and find peace.

The First Draft

The first draft, which I completed in July 2025, was a significant milestone for me. However, upon reflection, I felt it fell short of my aspirations and ultimately decided to delete it entirely. It was a difficult decision, but I knew I needed to hold myself to a higher standard. The process of writing that first draft was both exhilarating and daunting, filled with moments of inspiration and frustration. I poured my thoughts onto the page, but as I reread my work, I recognized that the essence of what I wanted to convey was lost amidst the words. It was a moment of clarity that ultimately led me to understand the importance of quality over quantity in storytelling.

Refining the Narrative

By September 2025, I had crafted a second draft, filled with new ideas and character arcs, but as I reviewed it, I realized it still did not align with the overarching narrative I envisioned for the series. This realization was disheartening, yet it prompted me to take a step back and re-evaluate the core elements of the storyline. I spent countless hours refining the plot, deepening character motivations, and ensuring that each ghost’s backstory resonated with the readers on an emotional level. I began to explore the themes of forgiveness and closure, not only for the characters but also for myself as a writer. With a clearer vision in mind, I began writing the first book anew in October 2025, pouring my heart and soul into every word, determined to create a narrative that would not only entertain but also provoke thought and reflection.

The Third Draft

The third draft was a labor of love, a testament to the dedication and passion poured into the project. This phase of the writing process involved multiple rounds of meticulous edits and thoughtful revisions, each one aimed at refining the narrative and enhancing the overall coherence of the series. These edits and revisions were not limited to just the individual stories but encompassed the entire series as a cohesive whole.

One of the primary focuses was ensuring that each ghost member of the Phantom Page Turners emerged from a distinct time period. This careful selection not only added depth to the characters but also allowed for a rich exploration of their diverse backgrounds, experiences, and the historical contexts that shaped their lives. Each ghost was crafted with a specific main interest or job, reflecting the unique contributions they made during their lifetimes. For example, one ghost might have been a fervent supporter of the creative arts in the 2010s, another could have been an innovative librarian from the 1970s, and another a jazz singer from the 1920s, each contributing their unique perspective and wisdom to the group.

Moreover, the stories of these ghostly figures were intricately woven together, creating a tapestry of interconnections that transcended time. These connections manifested through shared emotions, similar experiences, and overlapping themes that resonated across generations. The challenge was to ensure that these narratives did not exist in isolation but rather complemented and enriched one another, fostering a sense of continuity and collective identity among the characters.

Most importantly, the series was structured to follow a chronological order, which was vital for maintaining clarity and enhancing the reader's understanding of the timeline. Arthur's story, set in the year 1972, serves as the foundation of this chronological journey. As the oldest member and the first librarian of the Four Seasons Public Library, Arthur's experiences and perspectives set the tone for the series. His role as the inaugural leader of the Phantom Page Turners group not only establishes his significance within the narrative but also provides a framework for the subsequent stories that follow.

In this way, the third draft evolved into a carefully crafted narrative, where each edit and revision contributed to a richer, more engaging exploration of the characters and their intertwined lives. The painstaking effort invested in this process reflects a commitment to storytelling that honors the past while inviting readers to engage with the timeless themes of memory, legacy, and the enduring power of literature.

One of the most significant changes I made was shifting the narrative perspective from third person to first person. This change was crucial in enhancing the emotional connection between the protagonist, Emery, and the readers. By allowing readers to experience the story through Emery’s eyes, I aimed to create a more immersive and relatable experience. This shift allowed me to delve deeper into Emery’s psyche, her fears, and hopes, and to explore her interactions with the ghosts in a way that felt genuine and heartfelt. After months of hard work and dedication, the final draft was completed on December 29, 2025. Despite my lingering apprehensions about how the book would be received, I felt a sense of accomplishment as “Emery and the Library of Shadows” prepared for publication. Proof copies arrived on January 7, 2026, and I then went through everything one last time, meticulously checking for any inconsistencies, including editing some dates that didn’t add up well in the journal and ledger entries. So the complete final manuscript draft was submitted on January 8, 2026, around 7 AM. I was as happy as I could be with the finalized draft and over the moon grateful that the book cover, which I hand drew, came out really well with vibrant colors and the look of being a hand-drawn piece of art, capturing the essence of the story within.

Reflection on the Journey

Throughout the tumultuous year of 2025, both the book and I faced a myriad of challenges that shaped not only the narrative I sought to weave but also my personal growth as a writer. The emotional rollercoaster of creating a story filled with profound themes of loss, hope, and redemption mirrored my own journey, reflecting the struggles and triumphs that often accompany the creative process. The weight of anxiety about the book’s reception loomed heavily in my mind, casting shadows of doubt that threatened to overshadow my motivation. Yet, despite these feelings, I persevered through the intricate phases of writing, editing, and navigating the inevitable emotional highs and lows that characterize the artistic endeavor. Every setback I encountered became a stepping stone towards growth, a lesson wrapped in the fabric of adversity. Each moment of doubt was met with a renewed determination to tell a story that mattered deeply—not just to me, but to anyone who might find solace or inspiration within its pages. My primary goal for this book has never been about seeking wealth or fame; rather, I aspire to foster genuine connections with readers, to create a bridge between our experiences, and to highlight the transformative power of storytelling in its many forms. As I poured my heart into “Emery and the Library of Shadows,” I envisioned it as more than just a collection of words; I hoped it would serve as a beacon for others, encouraging them to embrace their own narratives and share their unique experiences. In an increasingly fragmented world, I believe that storytelling has the power to unite us, to remind us of our shared humanity, and to continue the rich tradition of storytelling that has existed throughout history. I firmly believe that every story holds the potential to heal, to connect, and to inspire change, both within ourselves and in the world around us. The act of sharing our stories can break down barriers, foster empathy, and cultivate understanding among diverse communities. In this sense, “Emery and the Library of Shadows” is not just my story; it is an invitation for readers to reflect on their own journeys, to recognize the beauty in their struggles, and to find strength in vulnerability. As we navigate the complexities of life, may we all embrace the art of storytelling as a means of connection, growth, and transformation.

Lessons Learned from the Writing Process

Reflecting on my journey of writing Emery and the Library of Shadows, I have gained invaluable insights that have shaped both my craft and my understanding of storytelling. Here are some key lessons that emerged throughout this process:

Embrace Vulnerability

Writing is inherently a personal endeavor, and allowing myself to be vulnerable in my storytelling opened up new dimensions in my narrative. Sharing my own fears and experiences through the characters helped create a deeper emotional connection with readers.

Quality Over Quantity

The decision to delete my first draft taught me the importance of striving for quality in my writing. It is essential to be honest with myself about what works and what doesn’t, and to be willing to make tough choices for the sake of the story.

The Power of Collaboration

Engaging in discussions with family and friends provided fresh perspectives that enriched my narrative. Their insights helped me see my characters and plot in new ways, emphasizing the value of collaboration in the creative process.

Character Depth is Crucial

Creating multi-dimensional characters with rich backstories is vital for engaging storytelling. I learned that each character's experiences and motivations should resonate with readers on an emotional level, making their journeys relatable and impactful.

Revision is a Gift

The iterative process of revising my drafts was not just about correcting errors; it was an opportunity for growth. Each round of edits allowed me to refine my voice, clarify my themes, and enhance the overall coherence of the narrative.

Storytelling as a Means of Connection

Ultimately, I discovered that storytelling has the power to unite people across diverse backgrounds. By sharing my characters’ struggles and triumphs, I aimed to foster empathy and understanding, reminding readers of our shared humanity.

Trust the Process

Writing is a journey filled with ups and downs. Trusting the process, even when it feels daunting, is essential. Each challenge faced along the way contributes to personal growth and the evolution of the story itself.

These lessons have not only influenced the creation of Emery and the Library of Shadows but have also equipped me with a deeper understanding of my role as a writer. As I continue to navigate my creative journey, I carry these insights with me, eager to embrace new challenges and opportunities for growth.

Conclusion

Thank you for taking the time to read this post, whether you engaged with every word or chose to skim through it. Your interest means the world to me, and I sincerely hope that my journey resonates with you in some meaningful way. It is truly a privilege to share my experiences and thoughts with you, and I invite you to join me on this adventure that we are embarking on together. Let us delve into the enchanting depths of the library, a space where the echoes of the past intertwine seamlessly with the present, creating a tapestry of knowledge and imagination. Within these hallowed halls, we have the opportunity to uncover the magic that lies within the pages of “Emery and the Library of Shadows.” This narrative is not just a story; it is a portal to worlds unknown, a chance to explore themes of courage, friendship, and the enduring power of literature. Together, let us celebrate the art of storytelling, recognizing the profound impact it can have on our lives, shaping our thoughts, and inspiring our dreams. It is through stories that we connect, learn, and grow, and I am excited to share this journey with you.

Sincerely,

A reader and author still seeking their place in this vast world, navigating the intricate pathways of creativity and self-expression,

Mikayla Young